alt Hacker Newsit only takes one bad trip (absolutely massive overdose in my case) to understand how badly south things can get. used to be a favourite consumable, haven't touched it in over a decade and extremely unlikely to again following that one experience. it also helped phrase 3 earlier experiences in terms of the new "peak", and made me understand how much incredible danger I had been in at all times even prior to the bad trip
Did you ever reflect on why you had a bad trip? Did the drug change or did you change?
Was the setting different? Different people around, different location …
After all learning from mistakes can be just as helpful as the positives in life.