As someone who: 1.) Has a brain that is not wired to think like a computer and write code. 2.) Falls asleep at the keyboard while writing code for more than an hour or two. 3.) Has a lot of passion for sticking with an idea and making it happen, even if that means writing code and knowing the code is crap.
So, in short, LLMs write better code than I do. I'm not alone.
You are defective. But, fear not! So is the rest of humanity!