>This is self-defeatist again, if no one tries, nothing changes. It might take a thousand failures to find the one success.

Fair point. But low chance of success, huge pay cut, social consequences, likely to be exposed to the typical political slander of 'oh that far right commie nazi' crap.

IT wouldnt even be the main thing im trying to fix with the party neither. It's unlikely I even fix it if i had the power.

Better stuff to do.