Because of this I am finding the internet more and more useless. I cannot tell you how much reading this freaks me out. I mean, is anyone else here as freaked out as I am?

The only way out is to unplug. Something I am realizing is very hard to do mainly because of my conditioning. My goal it to become the next Jesus (in the human sense), or the next St. Francis.

Just like my compulsive intent to keep coming back here to make these useless comments. What does it really do for me?

The capitalists (and you cannot tel me this is not because of capitalism) have ruined everything about the internet.

My goal: A flip phone (with a faraday bag) and a laptop with no connection to me at all, just to use to look up things, like a library.