> And the afterlife also sucks apparently (although I don't personally believe in an afterlife).
Why don't you believe in the experience after dying ?
I think that once the power supply to my brain shuts down, that's likely the end of my conscious experience.
Dead brains don't feel
I'm going to say it will be similar to the experience prior to birth / conception, ie. we were nothing, and to nothing we shall return.
It's a scary feeling if you can grasp it. Grasping non-existence from within existence is difficult, I've consciously tried to do it and succeeded a couple of times, but it's fleeting and both times it affected my breathing and heart rate in a similar way to fear or panic or pain.