The price of freedom is constant alertness and constant willingness to fight the state.

>That's not free speech, just because eventually you might be acknowledged that you have right to say something doesn't at all mean that you can do it.

Yes it is, because once the speech is made, it is free to be propagated. That fascist elements use that free speech to attack you is one thing - and indeed, a government which does not protect its citizens' free speech in favour of other entities, is a repressive one.

But, that is the price of freedom - fight back with whatever tools the state gives you! The USA does, in fact, have tools for its citizens to protect free speech and there are an infinity of examples.

However, throughout history, it is proven: you lose a right once you stop exercising it.

So your totalitarian-defeatism is actually manifesting the thing you're complaining about, yo.