Health is obviously first, you have nothing without it. But real joy is wanting to do something, something that is important to you, and being able to. Without desire there is no joy... just a slow countdown.
Allow me to join your team.
I want and try to do stuff which is important to me and I know there will be problems along the way.
Kinda depressing cus that thing used to be coding (or mastery of), which seems to be dying/being replaced by gen ai.