Hey sorry to hear about this. I see a lot of your comments and enjoy them.

I didn't understand any of this until I had a relationship with someone that had suicidal thoughts from time to time.

This echoes much of what she described - constant pain is hard, and suicide offers immediate relief.

It's an experience of reality that's very hard to understand for anyone who hasn't been close to it.

@sillysaurusx thank you for sharing your experience so clearly. Best of luck