Maybe this is a response to becoming an empty nester. You’re entering the next phase and taking time to reflect.

The American monoculture, especially the “bigger” version you probably see in Texas, gets a little more direct observation when you’re between phases of life.

Right now the monoculture is leaning into heavily using AI in all aspects of life while also outwardly hating it… and also gambling for some reason.

You’ll probably start looking to retirement goals next, but those plans will likely go through phases themselves as grandkids may or may not enter the picture.

This won’t be the last time you have one of these out-of-body type self awareness experiences.