> I don't doubt that most don't care, same with how most people fairly don't care about most things, but I do think those that like to immerse themselves in the whole journey as well as the result are probably not feeling great. At the very least, this one doesn't feel great.

Why? It literally has zero effect on you. Nobody's stopping you from obsessing about voxels of diversions in whatever if it makes you happy. But it comes across as genuinely pathological that you feel worse because other people don't care about something you care deeply about. Ask yourself this: do YOU feel deeply about EVERYTHING EVERY OTHER PERSON cares deeply about? Should other people be saddened because its-summertime doesn't care about their favorite TV series or how to crochet some particular object? Doesn't this appear patently insane to you?