alt Hacker NewsI've been through exactly that.. I've just completed 30, and I was lay'doff on my 29's. This such weird-dread-inducing modern world is so weird man.. In the past the anxiety of having bread next-day was completely attached to your hard-work.. nowadays it doesn't feel like that.
It fascinates me a topic that I was reading a couple days ago in a magazine (a old-professor of mine from college wrote it) about young people fantasizing about living in the past rather than the future.. and that could only mean that people is really anxious about the future.
Weird times.
It’s not just the job situation. The world in general sucks now and the broad reasons are smartphones and social media, but if you drill down the real problem is everyone feels surveilled all the time. Anything slightly out of the ordinary is brutally made fun of, any slight misstep during any part of the day can be recorded and immortalized on social media. There is so much cultural meme sharing that everyone has a brutal, acerbic take on every imaginable situation ready to go. The stuff we used to do in college in the 00s that made college such a fun experience would be kind of career ending today. Imagine getting blackout drunk and then naked and dancing on a table during a house party nowadays. You’d be done, a laughing stock forever.
There’s just a general feeling of dread and malaise in society. You see it in public too. Everyone is stonefaced and going about their day. There is no hum/hustle and bustle like I used to see in public places in the past. Money is very tight and everything is way too expensive. I mean lunches cost between 15 and $20 even in places that are not big cities. Basic grocery shopping runs cost $500 at this point. I think one of the biggest things is, you can essentially live a whole life without really having to interact with a whole lot of people now. Corporations provide all your services. The Internet provides community knowledge.
That being said I feel like I existed at the perfect time. I was able to get a social media and smart phone free youth and a great career in my middle age which means I can retire early and provide for my wife and kids with the money I’ve made so far. The next generation is screwed. I worry for my kids.